Help me.
Help me to see the harm I cause. Help me to see the drama I create.
I’m trying to be me. But sometimes I am ego. Sometimes I push and people don’t seem to like that.
Can I ever be accepted?
Will I ever be?
Or will I have to say goodbye to those for whom I am too much?
Should I say say goodbye?
Should I give up hope?
Or should I strive to be the bigger person?
To make space and wait for others to catch up?
What if they don’t and I spend my life on a treadmill
Being twisted and run into the ground?
How can I exist in a world, working through my issues with others who are not?
And is that even my business?